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Almost Famous

when will it end?

Posted by foolintherain00 on 2005.11.03 at 18:07
Current Mood: depressedso fucking mad, yet depressed
Current Music: I'm Lost Without You-Blink-182
i just cant seem to get a break. something always comes along and fucks me up even more. i found out today that sean asked out kathryn, and apparently she said yes.

my heart just cant seem to get fixed. it keeps getting torn apart and the seams, broken into a million pieces and then stomped into the mud and buried. but the worst part of all is, he broke the #1 rule of dating: never ask out your friend's ex-girlfriend. and he doesnt even care. he thinks he loves kathryn more than me. well he fucking doesnt. i fucking love her with all of my heart, even if it IS destroyed.

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An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-03 23:31 (UTC) (Link)
its fine. really. i dont care. i just want to fall into an endless abyss.
chibi_penguin at 2005-11-03 23:30 (UTC) (Link)
awww. :(

we all know how that goes.

but on the bright side, at least she didn't dump you for a sleezebag who would cheat on her. at least sean's nice. but he really DID break an important friend rule there.

im sorry :(
An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-03 23:37 (UTC) (Link)
yeah hes nice. which is kinda a problem. i know this is selfish, but i dont want them to get anywhere. but i know thats not gonna happen cuz he loves her and shes gonna feel the same way soon. and the worst part is shes gonna hate me even more, and my friendship with sean might have broken too.
chibi_penguin at 2005-11-03 23:39 (UTC) (Link)
if you love something, set it free.

i know how bad this sucks. i really do. :(
An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-03 23:59 (UTC) (Link)
i cant. i cant let go. i still love her. id be happy with just friends, but that will never happen. i just wish she could know all i told you today.
all your joys and fears
berrysmoothie9 at 2005-11-04 23:22 (UTC) (Link)
uhh no one is asked out fyi...
chibi_penguin at 2005-11-05 02:46 (UTC) (Link)
yeah i know cause it occured to me that i should ask you about it today xD


yay for slow people!
all your joys and fears
berrysmoothie9 at 2005-11-05 19:26 (UTC) (Link)
yay!
An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-05 02:47 (UTC) (Link)
i guess you dont care about how i feel anymore. otherwise you might have said something about the more important part of the entry.

well then why did he say he did?

jw, how come youre posting here?



all your joys and fears
berrysmoothie9 at 2005-11-05 03:26 (UTC) (Link)
why dont i know anythign thats going on?!?! lol it supposed to be my life but whatever...
An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-05 03:29 (UTC) (Link)
you didnt answer any of my questions. or commented on the most important part.
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