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Almost Famous
Posted by foolintherain00 on 2005.11.17 at 20:00
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Wearing and Tearing-Led Zeppelin
I can't make heads or tails of anything. People act like my friends yet I'm being told by others they think I'm creepy or just don't like me. Other people are feeding me lies to make me think one way just so they can mess with my mind, and I get it from all sides. People say I'm their friend, yet don't act it. I try to help everyone with their problems and mediate arguments and disputes between two people, but no one listens or throws everything I say out the window every single time.

Today was the worst. I woke up feeling depressed and that feeling was with me all day. Then when I got home, a certain someone (not part of this community, don't worry any of you) told another something that made the second person hate me. And it was unjustified. What the first told the second was true, but it was taken the wrong way. I was luckily able to talk to the second and convince that person that what that person had taken it as was different from what actually happened, because I had been tricked into doing something. Now I don't know who to trust or what I can do. Everyone seems to be out to get me no matter what I do to help them. It...frustrates is an understatement. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Comments:


chibi_penguin at 2005-11-18 01:35 (UTC) (Link)
im sorry if i did anything wrong this time.

and the second paragraph confused the hell out of me, but im sorry for that, too.
An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-18 01:42 (UTC) (Link)
the second paragraph has nothing to do with you so you dont need to worry about that.
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An enigma wrapped in mystery
foolintherain00 at 2005-11-18 20:00 (UTC) (Link)
im glad to know that person does. sometimes i just cant tell if theres anyone who cares anymore.
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